she is so cute

Take me to heaven...

To the place that i can see you everyday...

now less come blog liao lo...
sometimes 3 days post 1 time...
sometimes 1 week onli got 1 post....
lazy ma...
haha...
she is so cute today...
getting more cute everyday...
i feel that i love her more than loving other ppl liao...
her big eye...
her long hair...
her sweet smile...
each action she do also can make me feel nervous...
perhaps my heart is jumping faster...
i hope that she can hear my words from my heart...
although is juz onli one word...
one word that can prove all my love to u...

fail my physics...

if time can prove my love to u...

i can wait for u...

aikz...
exam result so teruk la...
haha..
i fail my physics...
get 20 marks onli...
so charm la...
sad...
other subject also not so gud...
haha...
this time the exam really very pain to me ler...
so pain la...
1st time fail my exam...
but..
compare to love subject...
failing my exam is juz a small matter...
i saw they 2 walking together again...
how hurt was that...
i juz try to cheating myself again....
i say to myself...
maybe they r juz friends...
or juz classmates...
or even juz brother and sister...
i dun wan to think so much...
i dun dare to face the truth...
juz like i dun dare to confess to her...
the truth was so cruel...
maybe...
if she noe i love her...
she wont do that to me...
everything will be not happen like that...
maybe the one who beside her is me..
maybe i am the only one she love...
but maybe is juz maybe...
i juz can loving u secretly...
and wishing u r happy wif him...

haiz...lose liao...chinese chess competition

we have to face it...

although we can escape it...

exam finish liao...
but this time we have lost our mood...
last time we exam finish liao...
all so excited..
all together go walk street...
and then nite all together play dota...
i enjoy that kind of day..
but now everything has gone liao...
very less ppl go walk street...
and very less ppl play dota...
all lost their spirit...
haiz...
life become so boring...
lolz..
yesterday participate chinese chess competition...
lose liao...
haha....
get no.29..
long time no play la..
swt...
hehe...
nid to train liao lo..
last time my chinese chess so geng de...
xD...
maybe..
past time is adi past liao...
we cant go back to that time again...

yeah~exam finish liao

life is full with unlimited test...

we maybe noe when the test will start...

but we will never noe when the test will end...

so happy liao...
exam finally over liao...
hehe...
actually no ler...
tmr still got test bio...
haha...
who will care it...
fail it onli la..
lolz...
at classroom also duno wad teacher is saying...
hehe..
now finally feel it is very hard...
to survive in science class...
today de physics paper...
walao er...
i onli noe do 3 questions...
somemore the answer i not sure it is right or wrong...
teruk la...
hehe...
the chemistry paper is better...
but i also blur blur wif my answer...
lolz...
somemore got add math ler....
and also moral...
haha...
dun feel like to study liao...
so bad la me...
charm ler...
now open books also lazy liao...
wake up ler chun yau ! ! !
form 4 is not a honeymoon year...
hehe...
i noe la..
although i duno wad am i doing now...

paint ball day and bon odori

we are born to enjoy our life...

not suffer our life...

yesterday..
our exxon mobil...
organize the paint ball day...
hari keusahawan...
hehe...
i cannot enjoy on that day lo...
coz i got my own duty there...
jaga counter...
lolz..
so sienz...
at the same time...
chinese society organize singing contest also..
i wan to go c ler..
coz..
coz..
the three gal i love got go there...
but..
dun go there is better...
coz the people sitting beside them is not me...
my heart so pain ...
haiz..
duno the god is playing or fooling me...
let me love they 3 at the same...
and let me desperate at the same time...
these kind of feel..
is more pain than fail or subject in pmr or spm...
dun wan say liao...
too pain adi...
talk about bon odori...
hehe..
me yesterday 1st time go bon odori...
a japanese event...
go there dance and eat onli lo...
hehe..
ntg special la..
got many lengzai and lenglui lo..
and also japanese people there..
not bad la..
duno y ppl say go there very sienz...
juz enjoy it onli la..
we are born to enjoy our life...
although i am suffering at the same time....

feel sick

we r always fighting for our life...

thx for u all de support..
my blog de visitor over 100 ppl liao..
xD..
i noe still very less la..
but..
got ppl c then can liao..
hehe..
feel like sick now..
my mom say me got a little fever..
me dun wan sick ler..
tmr still got paintball day...
and also bon odori..
if i sick now..
then i cannot go ler..
i must not fall down...
we r always fighting for our life...

for the cornetto~~

there r always got friends who give us support...

yesterday...
bm period that time...
we perform our drama...
the drama title - titik titik perjuangan...
hehe..
i act as the perempuan tua...
keep brush the pegawai de shoe...
u dun understand?
change it to cantonese...xD...
that means...
keep say pegawai de gud things lo...
lolz..
i didnt memorise de skrip ler...
i write all of them in my hand...
haha...
teacher didnt realise it...
coz me acting perempuan tua ma...
holding tongkat...
teacher cant c my hand..
hehe...
then...
we win the drama competition...
teacher say belanja all of us makan cornetto...
haha...
i haven eat it ler...
coz i so busy lo...
no time go eat...
but...
i wont forget this drama...
and the cornetto also xD...

i lost my feeling

the feel can come so suddenly...

and also can gone so suddenly...

these few days busying wif my moral project...
so hard to do la...
nid photo wif parents...
juz do it wif pen lo...
got wad hard oo..
aiya..
dun care la...
can pass up then can liao...
no nid worry so much...
hehe...
duno y...
this few day dun feel like wan to go scout ler...
ponteng saturday de meeting...
ponteng duty somemore...
haiz..
juz like lost something liao...
lost the..
the...
scouting spirit...
lost the feeling...
the feeling on that cute gal in scout...
everything has missing...
the spirit...
the feeling...
everything has gone...
my 4 years feeling on scout...
and also on that cute gal...

open day

we all are angels when we are born....

but we have the choice to choose to stay at hell or haven...

feel lazy to blogging liao...
hehe...
now my post all delay de..
yesterday was open day...
parents come school to take our result...
it was a day that most of the student hate..
especially notty boy and notty gal...
lolz..
lucky our class teacher had changed...
so he duno how bad am i...
haha..
he juz say that i nid to be more hardworking...
haiz..
me lazy boy lai de....
sometimes blog also lazy write...
where can hardworking in study oo..
me get no.27 in my class...
not bad la..
hehe...
after that i go leisure mall...
haha..
me bad boy la...
everyday also go out play...
go gamebox da gei...
wif vince...
cheah..
tam...i tot he quit dota liao...
huay yau...
theang....
melvin...
jian zhang...
ken...
we all science class de student lai de...
but all go cc da gei de..
haha...
dun believe?
hehe..
i also cant believe...
after that we go watch movie...
' get smart ' ...
funny movie...
lolz..
we are laughing from the starting to the ending..
hehe...
now me pokai liao lo...
going out too many times liao...
takde wang adi...
duno how to survive at next week...

germany lose liao

we are juz a king on a chessboard...

and the god are onli the players...
we tot we can control every thing on the chessboard...

but our move is always controlled by the god...

few days no blogging liao..
coz homework many many lo...
like mountain..
the add maths...
teacher teach till practice 24...
i still doing practice 16...
wa...
lolz...
me lazy la...
onli hardworking on playing...
lolz...
monday our school holiday ler...
coz last saturday jogathon...
but i think teacher wan watch euro cup final...
onli make monday as holiday...
lolz...
that day our school got chinese singing contest...
but got a bit problem happen...
coz our pengetua...
dun let us in school....
without school uniform or T-shirt!!
lolz...
wad rules is this oo...
pengetua say us wear until so colourful...
menjatuh imej sekolah...
haha...
but our pengetua got give chance la...
let us in also...
the singing contest very boring ler...
coz i am not singing lo...
lolz..
no la...
quite gud also...
but i watch half then no watch liao...
coz nid to go roller wif friends...
haha..
roller at sungai wang...
wif vince...
huay yau...
cheah..
jo yin...hope no spell wrong her name...
haha...
and tam also...
he say germany lose he wont come..
but he come also..
haha..
haiz...
this is my 5th time roller ler...
but me speed still like 2nd time come onli...
lolz..
vince so gud la...
got gal dun wan teach...
let me teach...
but me dunno teach ler....
juz let her holding my hand and rolling around...
she scare to fall..
lolz..
who wont fall when roller oo...
vince also can fall la although he so pro...
after roller..
we go eat teppanyaki...
wa..
so expensive...
got ++tax de ler...
haha..
my friend help me pay tax..
so nice la..
after our ' lunch ' we go borders lo....
that time 4.00 pm liao...
but they say still early wor..
we go there read books..
like yes like that...
wait time passing onli...
after that i go back home..
wa..
so tired..
no mood do homework liao...
haha..
nvm la...
homework onli ma...
friends more important la..
although we are juz spending few hours at there...
but i wont forget those time that we are enjoyed...
together...