2008年9月30日星期二

sivik projek..

We are walking on the time...

today..
finally...
no nid stay at house jor...
haha...
at house so xian la...
somemore read finish whole sejarah text book adi...
i think i am insane le ><
haha...
go wei xin house...
do sivik projek haha...
got wei xin....for sure la...
li yen...
ruth...
kim li...
tam...
wei chee..
jeremy...
n me...
actually...
i feel i am extra at there...
lol..
ntg to do...
haiz...
in my group...
got 2 couple nia...
so sad nia...
c them 4...
haha...
aiyo...
sudah biasa adi...
is like this geh la...
but at least..
still got other ppl still single like me..
haha...
so i wont feel very boring la...
then afternoon...
go tesco...
eat thing...
haha...
they kinda rich nia...
go those restaurant...
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haha...
i keep steal jeremy geh food n eat...
haha...
coz his meal so delicious nia...
lol...
then...
after eat...
go walk walk lo...
ntg to do...
then back home...
continue do projek...
lol..
haha..
then..
everybody also quite xian la...
like that onli lo...
juz do the projek...
then finish...
back home...

2008年9月29日星期一

one month le..

when can i meet u?

one month le...
me n my gf walk together...
actually..
juz web relation onli...
we didnt even meet each other...
we didnt even call each other...
juz onli chat on msn..
n sms onli...
but...
this month got her beside me..
i very happy adi...
haha...
although we juz chat through msn n sms onli...
but somehow...
after we start...
she less online adi...
duno y...

maybe she busy...
or she start to prepare her exam...
duno...
many ppl ask me...
u every night online...
dun play game...
do wad ar?
not xian meh....
i onli can answer them...
enen..
xian...
i never tell them...
actually i am waiting my gf to online...
sometimes wait whole night...
2 night...
even 3 night...
but she no online also..
me like an idiot...
juz online at there onli...
didnt do anything...
juz hearing some sad song...
and that's my whole night...
i can sms her to find her...
but i didnt..
coz..
maybe she really busy or wad...
dun wan to disturb ppl...
maybe..
i too serious in this relation adi...
maybe...
juz me only giving myself so much pressure...
duno this relation can last how long...
but juz wish we r happy in the following days
that's enough adi..

2008年9月27日星期六

facing some problem...

dun give so much hope to me pls...
altot we r so near but so far...

aikz..
today read sejarah textbook ler...
so guai today haha...
but..
read 3 chapter adi then no read liao...
xian...
go online...
haha...
haiz..
suffering from love problem...
haiz...
maybe i perasan saja...
ter-love a gal...
that i should not love...
ppl got bf adi...
but..
but..
cannot control my feelings..
haiz..
dun wan to kacao ppl la...
dun wan to say out who is she..
maybe..
this is the best solution...
for me n for her...


2008年9月26日星期五

school flower school grass competition

Try to find back the missing part...
But cannot...
Try to hide my sad feeling...
But cannot also...

today..
our exxon mobil organize the...
school flower school grass competition...
haha...
sound like quite interesting like that..
but actually is quite boring..
quite failure..
haiz..
maybe the time to prepare to short adi...
and also got some technical problem...
so...
not very good la...
but the competition still running...
overall...
still ok la...
1st time handle this kind of project...
haha...
anyway...
at least got a ending lo...
happy ending...
not like my love...
didnt dare to start it also...

2008年9月23日星期二

the feel come back again...

duno wan to hate or like this feel....

aikz..
the feel...
should gone adi one...
suddenly come back adi...
duno y...
today...
suddenly...
saw her...
then...
duno y...
got one strange feel...
aikz..
heart beat faster again...
feel some cold sweat...
kinda scare...
kinda panic...
then suddenly speechless nia...
hand and leg cannot move like that...
then...
memory blank there...
cannot think anything...
try to escape from that situation....
aikz...
got gf adi la...
but duno y still got this kinda feel...
maybe...
really love another gal adi...
haiz...
duno how to face my gf...
duno how to face my friend...
duno how to face...her...

2008年9月21日星期日

100 days le...

i wish u can lie on my shoulder...

my blog...
100 days le..
haha...
quite long adi lo...
but time pass like very fast like that...
still remember that time 1st time write blog...
keke...
so funny..
in this 100 days...
got many ppl visit my blog...
got good comment...
got bad comment...
haiz..
ok la..
this is my style...
dun mengkritikkan english saya...
lol...
haha..
but..
the condition still same..
my blog still lonely...

2008年9月19日星期五

masakan moden...again

bleeding on finger...
juz pain on hand onli...
but who can stop the bleeding in my heart?

today scout...
no go desa water park...
cancel adi...
haha...
so sad la..
nvm...
today activity still cooking...
masakan moden...
but cook geh thing muz ada kaitan wif rice...
haha..
then all go cook lo..
nasi goreng...
and also porridge...
haha..
me no go cook lo...
lazy...
me go store room...
make kerusi = =
swt..
but make till half...
no make adi...
lazy...
then come out c they cook wad...
haha..
then cook nasi goreng..
use fresh nasi one...
not use nasi sejuk...
= =
make the nasi goreng so basah...
haha
the porridge still ok...
but add many many thing inside adi..
chicken la..
pumpkin la..
telur masin...
telur kulit...
lol..
so many...
but..
still taste ok = =
haha..
but dun have last time so tasty lo...
haha...
dun care la...
can fill stomach then can adi..
haha..
but duno back home will how onli...
lol..
exam coming adi..
xian...
back home liao still no read books...
still online..
= =
wan fa mei adi...
duno wad result will come out in my exam...

exam coming adi lo...

feel myself so hopeless...

wuwu..
exam coming adi...
sad...
left onli that two weeks...
aikz...
haven touch my book yet la...
lol...
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hopeless la me...
last week tot i adi can control myself..
not to on9 so much...
then now...
every night also on9 liao..
somemore on9 till 12am...
walao...
haha...
so far...
haven start to study yet...
juz waiting for the time to come...

2008年9月15日星期一

xian mooncake festival...

What am i still waiting for?
I am already beside u....

xian...
mooncake festival again...
haha...
last time children that time...
this festival really fun geh...
coz last time duno wad is xian...
onli noe play play play...
keke...
play tanglung...
play candle...
eat mooncake...
so fun...
but now no le...
grow big le...
cant find back that feel adi...

2008年9月14日星期日

scout masakan moden

Somethings...
We no nid to find it...
It will come and find us itself...

today scout....
chg jor time...
8am..
last time 9am de..
make me no time to eat breakfast...
aikz...
lol..
then..
juz drink milo onli lo..
xian..
go there...
ok la..
maybe many ppl duno chg time adi...
many ppl late come...
haha...
then...
today activity...
masakan moden...
cook western food = =
lol...
then..
divide group lo...
and go pasar buy thing...
then back school cook lo...
haha..
quite busy...
but actually my group quite free geh...
coz cook spaghetti ma...
lolz...
then other group got...
salad...
fruit...
chicken chop...
mushroom soup..
agar-agar...
haha..
like that lo..
then cook finish jor...
then eat lo..
kaka...
quite nice...
this is the best meal that i have ever eat in scout= =
then..
after eat..
then...
clean thing...
then mesyuarat...
discuss next week geh activity...
got many suggestion la...
wad boil porridge...
wad swimming...
wad go hot spring...
then later all agree...
go desa water park play water!!!
haha...
this place again...
this place...
bring back so many sweet memory and sad memory...

2008年9月11日星期四

happy birthday to myself...

A cake from my gf..




happy birthday to myself...
keke...
birthday so happy...
= =
actually ntg so happy lo...
juz like a normal day like that...
but..
got many ppl wish me lo...
haha..
wan me list out ma?
keke...
not many onli la..
juz a few... some some..
unofficially... the day before my birthday...
1st...keekeat...2pm adi say happy birthday jor = =
2nd... stewart...haha..he bigger than me 10 years ler...
3rd...lee jia...haha...duno her real name actually = =
4th...elaine...kaka...noe her by msn...
5th...pei min...kaka...seremban friend...
6th…varadero..duno who r him actually = =
7th...lu yi...haha...nice friend ^^
then...
officially lo...
after 12am...
8th(1st)...xuan...my lovely gf ^^
9th(2nd)...keekeat...again...
10th(3rd)...bugy~haha...my friend geh sister...
11th(4th)...stewart...again...haha...
12th(5th)...ivan...tuition friend....
13th(6th)...yuki...not my gf yuki xuan la ><...is another ppl ge gf...
14th(7th)...pei yi...my jie..keke...
then reach school....
15th(8th)...peak hui...keke...lenglui...
16th(9th)...jia jiun...keke...lengzai...
17th(10th)...jian zhang...pro singer...
18th(11th)...wei xin...keke...tall tall gal...
19th(12th)...jun yi...sit beside me geh...
20th(13th)...pn norhayati...bm teacher...keke...
21st(14th)~57th(50th)...my whole class sing birthday song to me...
58th(51st)…nabila...same class four years jor...
59th(52nd)...yee wai...wakaka...lin jun jie oo....
60th(53rd)...kee wai...old friend...
61st(54th)...qing...noe from msn also geh...
62nd(55th)...bei...from seremban...too...
63rd(56th)...stewart....him again lo....
64th(57th)....melvin...cute boy...keke...
65th(58th)...wei xin...again...in blog...keke....
66th(59th)...wei xin...again...in msn...sing birthday song to me...
67th(60th)....pei yi...keke...my jie again...
68th(61st)...karxeng...reddevilz....
69th(62nd)...pancheng....primary school old best friend...
70th(63rd)and 71st(64th)...wenxin and serene...primary school friends
72nd(65th)..alang…my bm tuition teacher…
73rd(66th)…my lenglui cousin..keke
74th(67th)…sam..sifu
75th(68th)…mun…another lenglui
then…tmr
76th(69th)…stewart…again…he is crazy maybe = =
kaka
that’s all gua
maybe got some I forget jor
sry ar
coz I cant remember so many names…
haha
nvm
this year no receive any present lo…
juz receive a cake from gf
and also a card from a gal…
keke
nvm..
satisfy adi
although I noe speak out jor birthday wish…
then wish will not come true…
but I juz wan to tell my wish here…
I hope that every year my friends will remember my birthday…

2008年9月6日星期六

feel so fresh~~

We are angels on the sky...
We are always flying so high...
When we are tired...
Maybe juz rest at a point...
And we can c that the world is so different...

These few days..
say to myself...
no on9...
then really no on9...
wakaka...
maybe got gf teman me...
so no on9 also wont feel sien...
wakaka...
no on9..
everyday sleep early...
feel so fresh in school...
lolz...
at least...
wont feel so sleepy in class...
kaka...
aikz..
this weekend...
nid to finish all homework jor..
if not...
really no time to study for exam...