lonely saturday

haiz...
today really lonely ler...
today onli me 1 form 4 scout go activity onli...
other friends all go daki gunung liao...
they no call me also...
so sad la...
u noe the feeling that all ur friends have forget u?
very pain ler...
the feel is like juz seeing ur friends shadow walking away from u...
u wan to call them but they cant hear u...
i cant find a true friend in scout now...
i can quit scout de...
but i never did it...
coz i really enjoy scouting last time...
althought now there is less fun than last time...
but me still a scout...
i wont quit scout...
the place that gives me so much of joy...
and so much of sadness...